You’re feeling weighed down right now. You’ve identified possible reasons why such as school pace, boy trouble, friendship struggle, financial situation, and more. But I want to remind you that God is good. God is in control. You are where you are meant to be right now. God is working through the pain, the confusion, and the struggles. He sees you. He knows you. He is actively pursuing you. So you too, do the same, or try to. Puruse Him in your life, all areas of it. Choose to glorify Him where you are. Do not give leeway to the devil to fall into temptation to sin, to drown in self pity, to go further away from Christ, to satisfy the desires of your flesh. Fight him. Fight it, sweetie, fight.