I wish I had that passion
I wish I desired You more
I wish my heart wasn’t so dull
I wish I always took Your principles to the core
.
I wish I always ran into Your dwelling place
I wish and know You would sweep me up into Your arms
I wish I simply stopped worrying
I wish I truly lived out Psalms
.
I wish I followed Your lead more
I wish I knew what Your lead was at times
I wish I never read Your Word as a chore
I wish I stopped trying to earn my way
.
I wish I never bothered about stats.
I wish I focused less on what they think
I wish I looked only to You
I wish I saw You as the only link
.
I wish sin left me
I wish I lived out my freedom in You
I wish legalism stopped trying to grab me
I wish I focused more on Your grace
.
I wish I never lost my wonder of You
I wish I continued to be in awe that You chose me
I wish I was more grateful
I wish I always solidly believed in Your Sovereignty
.
I wish I never strived perfection by the flesh
I wish I focused more on Your grace
I wish I remembered Your mercies daily
I wish I never hid my face
.
But,
As far as I wished these
I know there is no feud
I trust in the Lord to transform me
I believe I am part of the chosen few.
.
— Hephzibah.